第九十九章 惆怅无语（1 / 2）

        慕容忠勇一边品着红茶，一边在灯光下想着心事。

                          “本来我想把秀秀嫁给瑞麒，但是没想到瑞麒父子却临时受命西征，结果弄得我一脚踏空。而且将来瑞麒会发生什么事情我都无法预料，一但出了什么意外，这结果可想而知。

                          况且现在秀秀都不想嫁给瑞麒，假如将来若有什么事情发生还真不好说。                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                    

                          若是如此说来，我费尽心机想把雨曦从瑞麒身边拉开，好给秀秀留个机会，看来都是枉费心机了。”

                          “如今庞虎上门求亲，虽然我一心想让雨曦嫁给庞虎，但如果瑞麒有什么意外，那么秀秀肯定求之不得，这样一来我岂不是枉做好人了，反倒让雨曦认为我偏心。

                          要知道，这个婚约大家其实都不看好，而我却一心想成全这个事情。唉！可怜天下父母心，又有哪个儿女真的理解父母的一番苦心。”

                          慕容忠勇端起茶杯喝了一口，橙黄的茶水中透着一丝苦涩，仿佛是慕容忠勇的苦心一般。但是雨曦和慕容秀又岂能接受他的那些想法。甚至在她们看来，父亲的一番苦心又是多么的勉强，甚至强差人意。

                          慕容忠的惆怅归惆怅，或许只有他认为自己的一番苦心是值得的，但是雨曦的幽怨又有谁明白？

                          雨曦在晚餐后，叫上了奶妈来房间里坐坐，她们准备稍事整理一下就去镇上的集市游玩一趟。

                          雨曦在房间里洗漱了一下，对着镜子稍作梳妆整理。

                          奶妈一会儿来到了房间里，看见雨曦在对镜梳妆，便小声说了一句：“雨曦小姐，你越来越漂亮了！”

                          雨曦回头一看是奶妈：“是吗，我觉得还和原来一样，也没什么不同啊？”

                          奶妈微微一笑：“都说青春无限好，其实这也是一句真话。想当初我年轻的时候也不像现在这样又老又丑。”

                          雨曦一听，觉得有些好奇：“奶娘，你年轻的时候是一个什么样子？”

                          奶妈怔了一怔，似乎回想起了当年的事情，不禁一阵惆怅涌上心头：“当年我也是一个规矩人家的女儿，后来嫁了一个男的，可惜....,唉！后来的事情就没什么好说的了。”

                          雨曦觉得奶妈的话里应该藏着一个故事，她很想知道奶妈当年究竟发生了什么，为什么现在会在靖国将军府里做事，这些年也一直没有看到奶妈家里有人来看望她，这中间到底藏着什么事情。

                          于是，雨曦转过身来，拉过一把椅子：“奶娘，你过来坐坐，跟我说说以前的事情吧，到底出了什么事啊，为什么你现在会这样？”

                          奶妈见雨曦一脸好奇和关切的神色，觉得当初的事情在她心里已经埋藏了很多年，一直没有跟人说起过。

                          自从慕容将军的夫人去世以后，她就更无从说起了。既然现在雨曦这么关心，又逢中秋佳节倍思亲，不如就和雨曦说说从前的那些事情吧。

                          奶妈坐了下来，在灯光下，她掏出一块棉帛方巾擦了擦眼睛，此时她的眼角闪着一丝泪光。